Day 17.

Day 17...Someone who broke your heart

  

She broke my heart, and it will never quite heal the same. It had been cracked and broken here and there before she came along, but she broke it in a different kind of way. Maybe it was the fact that I thought I was more grown up than past relationships and ready to finally be with someone who loved me for me and I loved them for them, and settle down, talk about a family, just be myself, so at ease.... but there was always the underlying not talked about baggage on both ends, my trust issues, and her sneaky ways, partially because she had just come out and accepted herself and who she was, so how can I truly be mad at her for that, I just wish, and I'm sure she wishes too, that it happened differently, and then maybe it wouldn't have hurt so bad, the lies, the betrayal, the sneakiness, the lack of trust, on both of our parts.