Day 1.

So I decided I need to write more, and needed a little push... so here it is...the 30 day writing challenge I found via pinterest!

Day 1: Basic things about yourself...

basic...simple...things about myself... hmmm. well if you know me and how I tell stories and such, simple is sometimes difficult to do, so here goes nothing. I am almost 31 years old and I still love to play in the sand at the beach. Probably the only place I don't mind getting dirty, my hands that is, although I have been a little more flexible with that since my line of work is working with young children and even the most basic of tasks can be quite dirty at times. I am still so in love with my puppy Russell who I have had for almost 8 years now! I love love love laughing with people who I love and care a lot for. I enjoy scrapbooking, taking pictures of everything and anything, rocking out to good tunes, impromptu pool parties or get togethers with friends, road trips, and Maine. I am obsessed with Maine, the beach, and the ocean. 

I want to be loved and respected, I want to be told the truth to, held, and loved loved loved. I want to be a mother some day. I have a secret obsession with wanting to be pregnant, and if all went well with delivering my first child, I would want to look into being a surrogate for those in need. I have always wanted to have one child of my own, and also adopt a child, but from the U.S. because our own country has enough children who need loving homes too.

I am creative, motivated, loving, sarcastic...As much as I say I dislike people, I would put own needs second to those I love or those in need or more love. I sometimes think I don't deserve to be happy, but this past year, this past year of being 30 has brought to light many things I actually do love about myself, and want to work on, and have changed in order to add to my own happiness and quality of life.