11.01.2010

"IF"

IF
conj. in the event that, on the condition that, granting that. although possibly, even though, whether, used to introduce an exclamatory clause, indicating a wish....


What if? If I, then would I...? negative, positive, wondering, thinking....IF...? IF...? IF....?

"Dance as if nobodys watching" "Live as if you were to die tomorrow" "Love as if you have nothing to lose"

If we don't take risks, if we don't love with all that we have, if we don't give our all...

If we don't stand up for ourselves, who will? If we don't trust others who can we trust?
If I never moved to college just because I didn't know anyone, would I be so strong, so motivated, so independent?
If I kept my feelings to myself, I would have missed out on meeting some pretty great and not so great people.
If I only kept some feelings to myself, I would have missed out on the heart aches.
If I asked for more hugs, more love from you, more friendship, I wouldn't have missed you so much when you left.
Or is it if I had asked you more things about you, seemed more interested in your life, even though I was, you must not have felt that, but how do I know that if you never said goodbye and here's why.
If I didn't take you for granted, if I had only dropped those damn tomatoes off to you, would I have beaten myself up so badly for not remembering the last time I saw you, hugged and kissed you before you passed.
If I said I love you more, than you would all know I loved you so much, my family, my life.
If I reach out my hand to you, turn out my ear to you, will you hold it back, will you talk my ear off because I love you and I want to be here for you, you need to tell me how, if you don't I fail you.
If I didn't rush to wanting a family of my own, maybe I wouldn't have hurt so many.
If I didn't hurt you (unintentionally) I would never have experienced this happiness.
If I had never met you, that Lianne in college may had been lost forever.
If you loved me for who I am, you would have embraced me and my choices.
If I didn't have the love and support from my family and friends, this wouldn't be so easy.


If you love someone tell them. If you care about someone tell them. If you appreciate someone show them.

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