Oh Hey. 2012.

HAPPY 2012. The world did not end. not yet anyways. so keep on living... like all my friends and people I used to know seem to be doing....everyone is getting married and having babies these days! What's more motivating than that? Happiness and new life, birth, miracles. and all that fun stuff that goes with it. Insert jazz hands, cause I myself am not sure if I am being sarcastic or not right now. ha.



No but on a more serious note, I am happy for those who are getting married, starting new lives as couples, committing to each other, and for those too who have given life to a new little person. It truly is a blessing, and I'm not one to get all religious and whatnot, but for those who can't conceive, or carry on their own, what an amazing thing, power to be able to do so. I can't wait for the day to experience it all.

Until then, I will be busting my ass at the gym. No better day than today. Friday, why not? I haven't been completely slacking in the gym department, but not giving it my all either. I am proud I went last week on my vacation, but I have not been since last Friday. Well that stopped this morning, when I was there by 5:35 and on the treadmill by 5:40am!! Already putting in a mile before 6am!! If that's not good, I don't know what is. And yes I am mad at myself for falling asleep yet again on the couch last night without watching Grey's and Private Practice, but thanks to good ol' dvr, I can catch up on that this weekend. Onto bigger goals, and more important. I plan on losing 20+ pounds by February break.

No new years resolutions. They don't work. Little goals. Little by little. Day by day.

I'm trying, are you?